Is it just me?

Is it just me or is there other Mothers out there that have had these thoughts!!

As I sit here at 10:00 p.m. and look around I start to freak out just a little!!!! My reasons are as follows:

• I feel like I have nothing ready for this baby's arrival!! Sure the nursery is almost ready, but I don't have all the necessities that I would ACTUALLY need if he decided to bless us with his presence today(tonight - due date)
• I feel like I need to have the hospital bag packed like yesterday!
• I feel like things aren't moving fast enough!! (not that I'm wishing my time away because I am enjoying these little kicks I am getting as I sit here and type this.  It is the best feeling ever!)

Dustin and I had to go to Babies R Us today to pick up our ottoman and of course I had to have a look around and Dustin was pushing me towards the door and I literally about broke down and cried my eyes out in Babies R Us because I felt like I needed to have everything ready and NOW!! Of course, I held off my buying because I know we have a shower coming up soon.  I am writing to get my stress out or I may go crazy tonight thinking about everything!!

Psssttt... I finished the curtains for the nursery tonight and Dustin put up some things on the walls this weekend!! It is starting to come together!! Shockingly, I am in love with how Dustin did everything.  Not that I doubted his work, but more like I doubted what he was putting up there!! As I look at it more and more I LOVE IT!!  Now I just have to fill in the other walls with stuff haha!!! Oh, and our little man has a name!!!!

DEXTER LADON INMAN

(DEX)

How we came up with this you wonder?  Well, Dexter is the only name that we both agreed on and liked (Well I only agreed to this name if we could call him Dex..lol.. ).  Ladon, is a family name that Dustin is honored to pass down.  Dustin's middle name is Ladon and his dad's middle name I believe is Ladon.  (If I'm wrong I am sorry I am almost positive, but my mind isn't thinking very clearly tonight with all the tears..lol.. )!!! and of course Inman was a given!! 

Hope you enjoyed!! I hate to rant, but I didn't have any other way of getting the feelings out tonight.  My sweet husband is sleeping or I would have went and cried to him!! :) I hope this is a normal feeling and I'm not going crazy for nothing!  Any suggestions?

Goodnight